I told my therapist about talking to Cassia yesterday. She congratulated me, and asked how I felt about what happened.
Honestly, it was nice, but I don’t know if I want to try and be friends with her. I’ve had friendships, both good and bad, but those relationships have always ended with my friends leaving me behind. I don’t know if I can go through that again. I know I should put myself out there, and I know that I’m going to have to eventually. I just don’t think I’m ready to do that just yet.
Maybe someday I will be; Maybe even someday soon. It’s just not today.