Monthly Archives: May 2011

A visit

My black eye is mostly faded. Thank god. Any more time spent listening to people try and comfort me instead of actually doing something about the problem is going to make me go insane. That’s all I’ve heard about since … Continue reading

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An old shame

A word to the wise: Going into the therapist’s with a black eye is a good way to immediately start a number of awkward conversations. She insists that I have to start standing up for myself, but I can’t. I’ve … Continue reading

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An aftermath

I thought I was done with this last year. I’m taller. I’ve filled out a bit and got some muscle. I don’t cower anymore. I’m in a new school. Still, today was not a good day. Not only that, but … Continue reading

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Ablah

I cant sleep. I’m up way too late on a school night but I just cannot fall asleep. My brain is going in way too many directions. I just keep wondering why Im like this. I wish I wasn’t so … Continue reading

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An explanation

My parents asked me about Cassia during dinner tonight. They noticed us talking after service earlier and wanted to know when the ceremony was going to be. I understand that they didn’t mean any harm by the comment. I don’t … Continue reading

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A number

I never expected to actually use this phone to talk to people who aren’t family. My mom gave it to me earlier this year so I could keep in touch with them when I go out on my own. She’s … Continue reading

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An argument

I can’t believe my father. I spent all evening out on the lake because of him. I come back, and he still acts like I’ve done something wrong for not wanting to join the church’s summer soccer team. He knows … Continue reading

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